My life as you'll know it

I need to acquire some charm.

Taking sarge for a walk then going to get mum from the hospital.
Someone come for the drive!

Y u not good enuf 2 wyne n dyne?!

Why wont anyone come to outright tonight :(

2:17am

I can’t sleep. You’re racing through my mind.

I have my brothers house to myself for a week. Finally, my own space, peace and quiet!
I will miss my niece though :(

it feels good to be unemployed for a while.

i think this will be good for me, even if i will be poor.

I dout this will make you feel any better but, tirrens focus is 110% on the band, he is stressing about it everyday, I don't think he can function without doing band shit, everything and everybody else is just an obstacle for him at the moment, he wants band and the record store and thats it, I just want the record store to be fair but he is sooo into that he has to hassle me to get interested, let him work him self out before he even thinks about human connection again,i told him the same

I find myself sitting around, thinking about what could have been instead of what is,
Where i should be and not where i am,
If i did all this in some way, like i didnt appreciate you enough, i didnt make you feel like you were the only thing i ever wanted everyday.
I’ve fought for you for too long to let you go this easy, is what i keep telling myself,
Reality is, i have to let you go, to be sane. I have to move on, because its over. Its so over it makes me feel literally sick with fear of not knowing whats next.
Where do you go from here? To another girls arms? To the comfort of the only thing you know how to do? Or do you put yourself out there in a way that no one would expect?
Then again, where do i go? Do i just sit back and wait for some kind of magic? Some kind of miracle that will make me feel better everyday from today?
If theres one thing i’ve learnt, its that i should never trust anyone with my heart. With anything that could cause me pain, because chances are, they’ll disapoint you. Make you something you aren’t. Just so you can feel good enough to be in their presence.
Everyone keeps telling me i’ll be okay but i won’t.

jaymckinlay:

Cancer - Drip